If there is a will...there is a way. Hope you find it.
31 de December,
2022…I came back to Sao Paulo after a very cold month in Paris, in time to
spend the sunny holidays with my family…at that night, I was in front of the
sea watching the beautiful fireworks, in Brazil…as a tradition, we wear our
white clothes and jump 7 waves…while thanking the for year that is ending and
making one wish per wave jumped. The water is usually very warm at this time of
the year…these parties are a beautiful moment I have in my life memories.
Again, I had a lot to thanks but, I was a bit sad, something missing…someone missing…when looking to the ocean, a very strong intuition came to me, so strong that made me feel emotional. I knew you were not around, but at the other side of the ocean…and I don’t know where, but I just could feel it in my heart…what I felt at that night, is the same feeling I already felt when I’m waking in the streets in Paris.
I know
you are also looking for me, but for some reason we could not find each other yet.
I had a few
disappointments along this search, thinking that could be you…or wishing that could
be you…but I was wrong. I know people may say I’m too romantic, or that I’m a
dreamer…and both things may be right…but I’m also very intuitive and very
hopeful.
I know in some moment we will finally cross each other, and we will recognize that finally we found what we’ve been looking for…and then, we will be at the same side of the ocean for the new year party…jumping same waves and thanking the life for the opportunity to get together.
I don’t know
how you look but I can imagine your personality, because that is what seduces
me…as I can imagine the moment you are living on your life:
You are
smart and creative guy and at same time, you don’t feel threatened by having a
smart woman at your side, in fact it makes you proud…you are happy to chat
about the science and non-science worlds…you are patient and self-confident, for
you, the eventual moments of distance between us just gives extra reasons to want
to be together.
You are funny
and yet, kind. You are open to share your feelings and do not play childish games…we
hate games, and we are mature enough to say the truth to each other in a kind
way…you are not ashamed of public demonstrations of affection, and you
recognize that our cultural differences are more exciting than a challenge; you
are a gentleman, and you have a beautiful SMILE. Some people think you are romantic,
others that you are crazy…but actually, you are brave and so…you take risks
when they pay off.
Your life
is well resolved as do is mine…and since you did your homework properly along
your life…you are now pretty much ready to enjoy the best part of your life,
you don’t need someone to take care of you, you just want a partner to share
the moments, share the philosophical questions, share the wine and the caipirinha,
laugh together, watch movies with popcorn or walk holding hands to see the
sunset, someone to bring colors to your life and live intense moments with you,
to share good music, drink, dance, sleep by late and whisper on your ear “bonne
nuit” avec une mauvaise prononciation française…mais que tu vas trouver mignonne
quand-même (l’accent brasilien ne s’ameriorera pas …et finalment, quelqu’un
pour explorer le monde…
And so, we
will call it “love”.